Emptiness.

Emotionally unstable.

I don't wish to feel this way, but sadly this time round or maybe just today it's hitting me quite badly.

I hope life can be simpler at times, but when it's really simple, I might wish that it can be a little exciting or unexpectedly.

When life gets too many unpredictable incidents happening, I hope life can be simpler.

Contradicting.

I kind of hate my inconsistency of what I want.

Walking barefoot on the green, lie down and look up in the blue sky and life is good.

Waking up with a hearty breakfast with your loves brings a smile and it warms my heart.

Sipping a nice hot tea, looking at how the rain drips down your window.

Hopping place to place, snapping what I see through my eyes.

All it seems nice, but when it does happen, for how long will the happiness stay?

Life can't just keeps beginning over again and again for me.

Growing old is unavoidable, but not growing up is possible, but the environment doesn't seems to allow us to do so.

Fight against it.

Fight with the demons.

Love is where we all belong.

I like to be just near you. I like to hear your heart beats. I like the smell that's just purely yours. Do you think our love can take us away together? I think our love can do anything we want it to.

I think it's time for us to be happy too.

In life we all have an unspeakable secret,

an irreversible regret,

an unreachable dream

and an unforgettable love.

Love life and life will love you back.
Love people and they will love you back.

You should be the one responsible for your own happiness.

You hug him good-bye for the last time, while all you want to do is hold on forever.

But you let go, smile and walk away.

Then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same.

You can't make someone love you, sometimes you have to let them be free and letting go,

that is when love hurts the most of all.

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,

but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder.

Giving up doesn't mean you are weak!

It only means that you are strong enough to let go.

Courage is the power to let go of the familiar.

I am not ambitious.

It might be bad in other people's eyes, but I don't care.

I don't have much complaints about how I am now.

Everybody wants their life to be better, but how do you define 'better'?

Owning a car is a bonus, but not having one doesn't makes your life worse.

Having branded stuff is not a sin, if you think it can bring you joy, go ahead.

But not having a Chanel or Birkin or Rolex doesn't means you are a failure in your career and life.

If you have more than enough cash to spare, by all means.

Always remember to spend within your limits.

But don't ever make your life miserable by wanting all these wants when you think it's actually needs.

Everybody's definition of happiness is different.

So don't put your interpretation on others.

Free from illness is happiness.

Having someone whom you can share your joy and sadness is happiness.

Able to watch tv and bicker with my mum is happiness.

Able to travel around and taking photos is happiness.

Bringing joy to your loved ones and knowing that they are happy is happiness.

Stop wishing and hoping how you want your life to be.

Happiness lies in contentment.

Time you enjoy wasting, is not wasted.

The experience of love is divided into three overlapping stages:

Lust, attraction and attachment.

Lust exposes people to others. Romantic attraction encourages people to focus their energy on mating and attachment involves tolerating the spouse long enough to rear a child into infancy.

Stage 1

Lust is the initial passionate sexual desire that promotes mating, and involves the increased release of chemicals in our body. These effects rarely last more than a few weeks or months.

Stage 2

Attraction is the more individualized and romantic desire for a someone for mating, which develops out of lust as commitment to an individual mate forms.

Recent studies have indicated that as people fall in love, the brain consistently releases a certain set of chemicals, stimulating the brain's pleasure centre and leading to side effects such as increased heart rate and loss of appetites and sleep, and an intense feeling of excitement.

And this stage generally lasts from one and a half to three years.

(So short!!)

Stage 3

Since the lust and attraction stages are both considered temporary, a third stage is needed to account for long-term relationships.

Attachment is the bonding that promotes relationships lasting for many years and even decades. Attachment is generally based on commitments such as marriage and children, or on mutual friendship based on things like shared interests.

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What is love without increased heart rate when you see that someone?

What is love when you no longer feel the excitement just being with that person?

We don't need another family member.

When everything settled and being comfortable, there's no more surprises.

It doesn't has to be that way.

Revive the love.

Total randomness.
Super hardcore, all the way from Orchard to City hall.
Arts love me.

Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise.

Humans are unpredictable and I am definitely one of them.
I don't understand myself, one day I feel that I am like this and the next day I think I am not.
I thought "this" is what I want in life, but maybe the next second I don't think likewise.
I am a confuse kid and not being able to understand myself sounds damn wrong and pathetic.

I don't even understand myself so how can I be sure that I understand others well and expecting others to understand me?

Maybe people do want different things at different stages of their life.
So, people do change?

We all think we know somebody, especially those that you are close to.
But it's when they behave or act unexpectedly, we start to feel that they have changed.
Initially, probably things that you all have encountered doesn't involve decisions that values has to be taken.
You two feel that your goals, thoughts and beliefs are all the same.

A perfect couple.

But when decisions that values and perspectives are to be in consideration, things might change.
I may have a sense of what is right or wrong, you may have a sense of what is right or wrong.
So, when I believe very strongly in my sense, I will never accept what you want me to do or even to think from your perspectives.
No one is right or wrong.
It's just how two individuals handle things differently.
And when values are in strong conflict, whatever effort we make is useless to change their point of view.

Changing someone.
I guess most people should know that we shouldn't change anyone, but should learn to accept them instead.
This is super hard.
I thought I could do it, but I can't.
Most of the time, I tend to put myself as the benchmark, if I feel that I can do it, so why can't the others?
And when they failed to meet my standards, I start to make noise, I start to think why are they so incapable, I start to think they are dumb.
But the reality is that all people are different, all people have different capabilities.
I know that I am wrong to think this way, but I just can't stop my brain from processing to think this way.
This is just me.
But I want to change it.

All these while, whenever someone in my world is doing something I don't like, I resort to anger.
In response, the receiver may become defensive and even attacking back.
It will just turn into a bad cycle and the whole situation will just get worse.

Maybe I should start by learning to ignore it?
Bottom line --
I need to control my temper.
I need to improve on my interaction and communication.